goodbye

i dont need a win for christmas
i dont need time and luck
i dont need riches and fame.

I need her.
and i think i love her.

whats christmas?

another trip

time passes fast when you are having fun.
ive spent more than ever this week, bought
speakers, a topfromtopman, itouch casing,
converse,specs, A christmas present. yesyes
i know im a selfish bastard always never give you guys.

today was great, had breakfast at hawker with
granny mum and cousin then met the bro's for lunch
at n.y.d.c at wheelock, rushed to north to pass the
c.prezzie, rushed back home. had dinner with
cousin's family and ordered my specs, i dont have
perfect eyesight anymore. my degree's like 300 plus
could be because i played lots of dota at sea games.
Spend 7.60 on starbucks, didnt know it was so darn
expensive and caffeine has been keeping me awake.

my flight's on thurs/tmro but ssf only called me today to
tell me that i havta pay 2.5k. Went to link up with the
other guys and we decided that it was too expensive.
thought i could spend christmas in singapore and
finally get my long awaited break then they lowered the
price to 1.2k so yes im going to melbourne. Flying off
tmro night, i dont know what to pack and what to wear.
This is retarded, i blog knowing that words spread
around and could get to them, yea whatever.

Right now its 12.30am, grumps mummy and i we are
sitting down in the living room listening to chinese
karaoke, hopefully by spending time with em' now,
i wont miss them so badly especially during the
dec 24-jan2 period. Love my family, i know they
are supportive of every decision i make. blame
bad timing for everything i guess. no human fault.

there isnt a possibility that i would get to spend christmas in singapore.

f.

there's no better song than this

chorus ;


cause if you jump i will jump too
we will fall together from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we done we'll say it was love
cause i would die for you on skyway avenue

hello imback but soon i'll begone

Sea games was one hellava fun trip, loved the company.
i'm starting to miss the 2am soccer kicks and 4am dota.
russian grannies and that super cold morning PT in
the pool.Crazy tuk tuk rides and cheap thai massage.
Didnt like the contrast bath and the wind though,
the max wind we got during comp was maybe 11knots?.

competition was tough especially in the light and flunky
conditions with the two breeze fighting each other and
it was never a easy competition, had to work arses off.

usual faces in the 420 fleet, nice blokes unlike the
other classes which i wouldnt name. fcuked up race
management in every sense , huh what fairplay?.

overall it was a really good trip and off i go to
melbourne for aussie nationals and 29er worlds.
will post pics up, awesome company man.

awol

last post before i cut myself outta distractions.
they are taking my phone away tonight, not like ive
been using it anw. trng was really good today and the
wind was 15-20knots, cool stuff.

seems like this is it i guess, 2.5months of preparation,
endless cycling trips, countless laps, sweaty gym sessions.
sleepless nights, pain muscles, tendon strain, and right now
a left hip that gets stuck after every trng. I can take that.

thanks bff if your reading this,
dont jump ok;/.

bros', take care

i know where my bearing is, its pointing at you.confirmm